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I, in vain tried

I tried not to know you
Vaguely I could not achieve
As for the sadness of you knowing
My peace and virtue

Once knowing you, came my virtue
Together with it came my vice
Opposing feelings made me try to forget you
But the mind did not lose track off
Nor a single bend and spot of yours

Failing to forget, tried not at you look
But, could still see you
Virtually blinded by the intensity of your beauty’s light
My closed eyes could depict

Eyes, mind, by you hypnotized
Maybe my ears can still obey my command
I told them to listen not at you
They ruffle did it, with no success
As your voice gently exploded into them
So, I quit
Can one fight what he can’t beat?
Leave or drop what at him tied is?
Surrender not to be hurt I do
Love, who make me suffer because it is real.

24 April 2007

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