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Before...After

I thought on my thoughts hopelessly
She, I said to love
Thanks, had replied she
A heavy dark cloud on me she placed
Without north I walked
No, yes? I wonder her reply

Powerlessly remained I on my ill silence
Like a stone, by man whenever he wants,
Placed and there it remains
Talk back, it won’t surely
Remain there forever until by man moved

Driven by hope, silent remain
Live my before expecting to experience my after
Knowing a thin line separates them
Yet keep us widely apart

An uncovered mystery, kept covered
It revelation puzzling is
Short one piece, short the whole meaning
Discover one, question mark adding
Maybe it has no answer, do it? Or
Just agreement between the odds
Should I read her black twin’s diary? Or
Directly ask her about her?
Maybe, like her twin, secretive she is
Keeping her answers for her

Well, before I ask her if she…
I will ask my heart if I…
After that I will ask her:
What before I thought to ask after
Then her answer mine also will be
Only then;
Before will end everytime after comes forever
The holy trilogy continues.

9 August 2007

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