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My last...to her

Is it meant to duel upon I and match its title? Suddenly land on one‘s life like a flight Wonder filled, became with no measurement Waked not without her name recall Many said those be the symptoms of the fall Fall? Yes a quad letter fall Regret, could not, for it was quite visible Total display seemed unable    Consider it being the last…to her Setting the beginning of a heart that suffer Or the end of a mind that thinks no further My last…to her will match no other Besides being commonly about love Lost and gained hopes defined I Unreciprocation crashes my feeling source Cannot sustain no further such force Yet, perhaps be the reason of one’s endurance For what is real loses not value My last…to her Be the beginning of many to come The only end be when death us overcome Destroy the flesh of the soul which cannot overtake Let all the ends in life the beginning trigger. 11 May 2008
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The feeling says it all without words

I thought deeply about something to tell you Yet my wandering heart and mind got not ideas And sounded as if one could just turn away and leave I spent a bit more in thoughts When finally my heart and mind replied “You don’t need to create a pleasant sound To the ears that will please the heart Just bear in mind, whatever affection Be in your heart in approval with your mind It is what matters” Not the ability to express it in beautiful speech For the sense be the same No matter style or rhyme Oh! Be sure I express my deepest sentiments Which only you depict its meaning I fought with my mind and heart Saw no need to summarise these words to a single For you know it better than none on earth For people shouldn’t suffer, seek nor beg for it Just live. For what is meant to be shall be No matter the world’s course. 18 April 2008
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They said I stood not a chance

They said I stood not a chance As if reading her brain choice Do they inhabit within her heart? So why judge invisible feelings Displayed at one’s own will Its accuracy known by only two Wander without a guiding star you will Trying to eye measure the heart Whose mystery forever a mystery despite affirmations Let me not hear nor follow their statements Food to hope their own use Better regret from a statement from the source For while this be the flesh world lived once The judge, be one. 10 April 2008
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Shall endure after dark

I could not see her physically Reasons why one cannot say I miss her, absently present I say my vows she can virtually hear Yet I saw not if pleased she was Only wonder if she still pictures my young wrinkles Sorrow brides to one’s heart while her absence Kept mind of her in consolation Wrote the mind speech the paper gladly held Minded not my contents constitution Matched every single word to my intuition For they shall match her wise evaluation Also continue ceaseless like evolution Oh! Let me reciprocate my heart to thee Shall not waste the clicks towards dark today For multitude attract daily Giving no choice option, allowing no delay Washing any survival hope away Flourish; flourish to dark one day lay Together flourish my heart with no delay Tough darkened, shall mean more after For it was genuine, forever shall be The brain spoke its speech The heart analyzed the pitch Both got to a sense It is deep and shall leave an everlasting scar Quad letter scar meaning infinite None...
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Before...After

I thought on my thoughts hopelessly She, I said to love Thanks, had replied she A heavy dark cloud on me she placed Without north I walked No, yes? I wonder her reply Powerlessly remained I on my ill silence Like a stone, by man whenever he wants, Placed and there it remains Talk back, it won’t surely Remain there forever until by man moved Driven by hope, silent remain Live my before expecting to experience my after Knowing a thin line separates them Yet keep us widely apart An uncovered mystery, kept covered It revelation puzzling is Short one piece, short the whole meaning Discover one, question mark adding Maybe it has no answer, do it? Or Just agreement between the odds Should I read her black twin’s diary? Or Directly ask her about her? Maybe, like her twin, secretive she is Keeping her answers for her Well, before I ask her if she… I will ask my heart if I… After that I will ask her: What before I thought to ask after Then her answer mine also will be Only then; Before will...
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How do i express myself?

Breath in, breath out, ok There it goes. I just want to say I … What is wrong? Is she so hypnotic? Split it out, I tried Did it once, reply was appreciation Breath in, breath out Should I on my knees lie? Prepare a speech; forget about the world’s presence Instead loudly affirm to it that I … Breath in, breath out Grown like an exponential sequence it had Lock it in me I tried with no success Explosively released itself Is it invisible? Maybe colourless and without matter made Though it material is not It comes from the heart Called love Hopefully I do express it no matter how. 7 August 2007
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I, in vain tried

I tried not to know you Vaguely I could not achieve As for the sadness of you knowing My peace and virtue Once knowing you, came my virtue Together with it came my vice Opposing feelings made me try to forget you But the mind did not lose track off Nor a single bend and spot of yours Failing to forget, tried not at you look But, could still see you Virtually blinded by the intensity of your beauty’s light My closed eyes could depict Eyes, mind, by you hypnotized Maybe my ears can still obey my command I told them to listen not at you They ruffle did it, with no success As your voice gently exploded into them So, I quit Can one fight what he can’t beat? Leave or drop what at him tied is? Surrender not to be hurt I do Love, who make me suffer because it is real. 24 April 2007
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